...there's a promise we must make
Cos the riches will be plenty
Worth the risk and the chances that we take
There's a dream in the future....
~"I Know Where I've Been," from Hairspray
And here begins the last of my London blogs. I am home safely now and I miss London dearly already. Adjusting to life, food, and talk in Am
erica is a little weird but I'm getting used to it again, although most of me wishes I was still in England and could just see everyone who I am seeing now over there too. It is good to see everyone but I miss all my friends in London and I miss the city and even, dare I say, the weather there! Anyway here goes...
On Thursday I had a two show day, so after waking up to work on the gifts for people, I went to paperchase to pick up some needed supplies that i didn't get before and headed to work and was there around 12:45. Two show day! Before the first show after warm up my friend Ewan (a swing and a dance captain) came with me out
to the lobby because I needed a cast member to sign for me to get a merchandise discount because crew for some reason don't get a discount and they needed a cast member to be present. I had a receipt of all the stuff I wanted tho so it went pretty fast and it was pretty crowded but I was thankful to Ewan for doing that for me! For the first show I went up with Sarah and sat in
the booth with her. I didn't feel
totally like I was just sitting there though, because since she is becoming the new DSM and a cast change is coming up, she needs to have blocking notes. Harder than it sounds though while a show is running because they are always moving around! But anyway I did my best to take a few blocking note
s (more like little diagrams) of the scenes she needed. The second show I followed her one last time on Stage Left which was good as always. After the show I came home and stayed up till 4am making cards and such for people, and trying to finish everything up before tomorrow. I also had to make sure I was all packed which I finished all but the little things on my desk and cosmetics and such.
So on friday I woke up early again and finished up all the presents etc. and made sure I had everything with me before I left around 10 to go the BBC tour!! I left later than I would have like to, but made i
t just in time for the tour at 11! It was an interesting tour...got to see the TV studios and heard all about the logistics of how BBC works and the history and saw the building
and such. So it was good fun although I was disappointed with the gift shop :(
Then I rushed off to meet up with Ros, she had been texting me all morning since she was working auditions and we knew/suspected she would be out early (about half
one) so we had planned to go shopping. I got off the tube at Bond Street and found a cafe that was in an Alley that wasn't exposed if you know what i mean...aka couldn't feel the rain at all and sat and finished up some cast gifts. For all the cast I took little papers that came i

n the Paperchase scrappacks I got and wrote everyone's names in the font and colors of the Hairspray logo (look
to your right to the link to it if you forget). I figured they could hang them on their mirrors or whatever and I signed them and wrote notes to a few people. For Leanne (played Tracy, I became closest with her out of the cast), the sound dept, Wardrobe, Pete, Tinky, Hesky, Ros, Sarah, and Tom, I made larg
er cards which I had bought plain light blue (slightly sparkly tinted) and had written things like "thanks for everything Sarah" or "thank you SO much Hesky" on the front in the hairspray 'font' and colors as well and also had bought papers and stickers to finish them off and even printed out a few pictures that I've taken of us for Ros and Sarah and Leanne's cards. And then everybody got some PSU gear/stuff as their presents. In case you were curious.
Anyway I then met up with Ros around 1.45 when I had done the cards and all and we began our most epic grand finale shopping trip. It was truly a grand finale. We both bought the most we had yet (i think we went on four or five total shopping trips together while I was there) but it was wonderful. I got the best shoes EVER, Ros got some cute gray and pink converses, we both got sunglasses and new wallets, I bought some last minute gifts I still needed
to get, and some other stuff, went with Ros on some errands of stuff she still needed for her holiday and such, she left this morning for Ibiza (monday). We headed to work with numerous shopping bags in hand and dinners from Pret.
LAST DAY OF WORK:
So when I got to work after I did the reset stage right (I was so thankful they rearranged the ASM schedule so I could follow Ros on stage right for my last day!!!!--she was originally supposed to be on book that night.) and stayed onstage for warmup instead of going to have my tea because I had cards and american flag printed tootsie rolls to give out to the cast! After that I got my programs signed...one on the outside and the other one people
wrote short notes to me on the inside by their bios. By the time all that was said and done it was the quarter act call already and when I went back to the dressing room
to give out presents, to my surprise they had some for me which I didn't expect at all!!! Because really they did much more for me...I was just kind of an extra set of hands that the show would go on without if it needed to. But it was SO sweet of them. I got books of english words and swear words ("in case we missed any", they wrote on the tag), a mini teapot and english teabags, bath salts from covent garden ("because you should always have something lovely from covent garden"), little knickers (see word list haha) with part of a british flag on them, a card that most of the crew had signed, a new little travel notebook since my moleskine was pretty full now! ("for my next journey") a necklace with purple flowers on it, and i'm probably even forgetting some things! It was SO nice of them! So I spent time opening those plus giving them their p
resents and then we were at the five! So needless to say, I hadn't had my tea, and I hadn't eaten anything all day but a latte at the BBC, a can of "cappuchino" from my refridgerator before I left home in the morning, and a latte and skinny raspberry and apricot muffin with Ros in Debenhams, a
dept. store and a sort of shopping tradition we developed. So then I went down to begin the last show! What a great last day! I really couldn't have even imagined anything better. Since I was work experience, I had made things thanking everyone I possibly could, but didn't really know what to expect from them as far as what they would say about it being my last
day! But a lot of cast and crew members were sad I was leaving it was so sweet! I visited Leanne's dressing room when she was getting her pin curls done before the show and she said she was gonna cry at my card I made her! After the show I ran through most of the dressing rooms and shouted goodbye to everyone and they all shouted back to me and talked to me as I walked through and said that they would miss me and all and it was just better than any last show I could have ever asked for. I even reeled in the rats for the last time and caught both dodgeballs during the dodgeball scene. The theme for the You Can't Stop the Beat that I chose was cheerleader ( I had chosen exaggerated movements earlier in the week, also a good one, but I missed th
e cheerleader theme day a few weeks ago, so I wanted to do it, spirit fingers and all)! As I watched the finale from offstage I almost got choked up watching a lot of my favorite people perform for the last time I would see them do so all together on Hairspray in London.
After the show, there were seven or eight of us who went to the pub (White Hart across the road) including me, Ros, Tom, Rachel (Ros's friend in wardrobe who we walk to Holborn with after the show), a guy named Tony who I think is on wigs but that is

apparently his last name so I don't know I am confused about that hahaha. And then Leanne and Ewan were there as well. So it was nice we had a couple drinks and some chips and it was lots of fun. Have I mentioned how much I love the music they play in the White Hart? It's great...stuff you're like, "Oh i love this song I haven't heard it in so long!" Anyway Leanne was first to leave so I said bye to her sadly with hopes to see her in December if I am free to go to New York, she is taking a week holiday there so we are gonna hang out there and I am going to do everything I can to make it there for at least part of the week/weekend. Then I said bye to Tom and the rest of us (me Rach, Ros and Ewan walked to the Holborn tube stop. It makes me sad to think about saying bye to them now and how when we parted ways (they travel westbound i go east) I said bye and the second I walked away and for the rest of my tube ride home I had to hold back tears knowing that not only was this my last tube ride (well not gonna miss being sweaty with a lot of random people...) but still knowing that I would not be going back to the Shaftesbury and doing what I have been routinely doing and seeing the people I have been routinely seeing just made (and still makes) my heart hurt.
Anyway I got home and finished packing the rest of my desk up and all. No one was really home. So at 3am i gave up waiting and went to bed planning on waking them up before I left in the morning to say bye, only to find that they all returned around 3.30 so I got up to say goodbyes to everyone since I'd be leaving in a cab at 6am and most of them would still be sleeping. Went back to bed around 4 and woke up about 5.15.
Our cab left the house by 6.15 and we got to Heathrow Airport around 7am, flight set to leave at 9.30. After some luggage difficulties (I had to transfer 2 kilos from my larger suitcase to my smaller one), but surprisingly did well!!!, and I ended up with a leg room seat, unfortunately not by a window (they also asked me "are you fit and in good health to help the crew in case of emergency?" because of where I was seated I was like umm sure haha anyway I got leg room which is usually extra fees) we got to our gate and after I called Rosi and left her a voicemail saying one last bye like I said I would, we took off and I said one final goodbye from the sky to my favorite place on earth.
I got into JFK around 12.30 USA time, used my US cell phone for the first time in two months, and by 1:15 I was with my parents and we were driving out of NYC. After talking for a bit, I dont even remember falling asleep but I was asleep for the entirety of the ride home and I slept for a lot of the plane ride too. I made it back into State College about 5:30, got time to take a shower and grab a quick bite to eat before going to see my sisters in West Side Story closing night! How thankful I am to be home safely, but I miss London dearly and I am counting down the days until graduation and I can return there to work and reunite with many of the people I worked with on Hairspray. It is still just as surreal to be home as it was to be leaving for London two months ago. If you are in State College please call me (or even if you're not) because I love to see all of you who I haven't seen for months now, that is probably the only good thing about being home for real. If only I could merge my life in London and add in the people in State College at Penn State, I would be golden. Thanks to everyone who has been reading whether it was one entry or every single one, I really admire your commitment...these entries were so lengthy especially because they were mainly for me to remember my trip later on!
Goodbye London thank you for the best two months of my life. It is definitely an experience I will never forget and London is definitely what I think of to as the "time of my life." There is a "dream in the future," and mine is to return to London.
Goodbye lovely London Town and all the lovely people there... until we meet again,
Sam